Rabu, 15 Januari 2014

RiNtIHaN tAnGiSaN DiRiKu~~

Assalamualaikum wahai pembce blog....
adekah ni slah 1 ptnjuk bhwe bukn jdoh ku dgnnyer????ape prsaan kowg ble kowg setia tp bf kowg ade smpnan len???kwan2...dan kwan!!!!awak,,,,dh hmpir 5 thun sye prthankan hbngan ite awk???/tp,,,sjak2 ni aq ase bf aq ade smbnyikn sstu dri aq....tmbhan pula ble dpat tw ade owg bg bju pde die....bukn 2014 tw tp 2013...ya allah....skitnyer at ble dpat tw bnde ni sume 2014...sjak2 ni dye wt xendah jer an aq.....aq sbnrnyer mronte2 nk nges tp aq than....kdang2 aq tpk smpai ble aq msti dgn dye????jnji2 tggal janji....aq ase dye bkn baik wt aq kot....kdang2 aq ase mcm nk bpisah jer an dye....tp,,,kenangkn fmily dye baik dgn aq....aq jdik tbntut...aq xtw smde 2 sume prsaan aq jer ker atau ape....ermmm,,,,ag 1 aq pning ple gle an dye ni....dlm mse tdekat ni dye nk mik kete len....of cz bnyak gne dwet an???nk amk kete bkn calang2 kete...aq plak yg rsau an pndptan dye yg aq ase atas pgar jer....ermmm,,,,ntah la.....dh bnyak kli aq suh dye kmpul dwet....bkn ape....alau xtok mse dpan aq an dye....mgkin mse dpan dye an owg len...aq kdang2 tpk knpe aq leyh dpat dye???dye xpnah hrgai aq lgsung...xkrela dri sgi ape pn....ag2 msak....memg cmfom dye respect...malah kdang2 mskan aq pn dye xcuit....ko tw xyg aq trse gle an prngai ko....ko jgn rsau la aq xkn mndrem kn ko pn....aq bkn jnis mcm 2....alau ade jdoh adalah....xpyh dok smpai nk jmpi serapah....ade 1 mse tue aq ckap an dye suh dye kwen an owg len....tw xape jwpan dye????"dh xder jdoh...xpelah...nk wt mcm ne"....memg nmpak sgt at stu dye memg xpnah nk hrgai aq....aq mntak maaf sgt2 alau lpas ni aq xkn ketemu ko ag...aq wt ni sume bkn krne aq selfish tp,,,aq nk ko ase mcm ne ble ko dh xder owg yg slme ni ade dssi ko tp,,mgkin ko xprsan....aq xnk mse dpan aq gelap krne idup dgn ko....alau dpda skg ko ubah mgkin aq xkn amk tndakan mcm ni....tp,,,ko still xbrubah MAKA!!!!!AQ PERLU BERUBAH DEMI KEBAIKAN KEHIDUPAN AQ....

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